Memories of a child..

I have decided that some memories should just stay buried!! I mean if a memory is so bad that all you want to do is hop on a plane and go back to Florida and be with Judes, then maybe it should just stay hidden?! Why does one repress a memory in the first place? Hello??? Because it or they are so awful that your mind cant handle! Keep it buried and leave me alone, I say!! But now that they are out what do I do with them? Its not like there is a file cabinet in my brain where I can just shove them all and forget about them, like I do with all the crap papers/receipts you need to keep "just in case" they are needed again? Actually, I wish I could just put them in the shredder like everything else I don't need! Wouldn't that be cool? Put any bad memories or thoughts into the shredder never to be heard from again?? That would be so cool! I wonder if I could conjure up that whole scenario in my head and throw these memories in the shredder once and for all??? The sad thing is a just paused to envision that! Poor me, my little tiny brain couldn't do it!! hahaha