Monday, January 11, 2010

I need a vacation........

The new year has not been all that nice so far... I think I was getting a bit to comfortable with life and a few curve balls were needed to show me that I am not in charge? I really detest relinquishing control so I am not sure how I got so comfy to even think I was in control in the first place? Anywho, I have given it back to the one who is always in control and now I need to clean up the mess! Well, actually I already cleaned up the water from the pipe bursting and the rest of that situation I am trying to ignore till spring. (Hey it might work out? You never know??) I also lost 2 clients in the last month and that put a big dent in my spending habits! So, what am I supposed to learn from all this? I dont know? Maybe that I REALLY need a vacation? Then I was at church on Sunday and Pastor Tom asked the question " What testimony of my life, is given to the world?" For whatever reason that question just gets me? I have no answer to that. Pooky bear loaded the New Testament onto my ipod and I began listening to that while at work today, hoping to get an answer and still nothing! Which brings me back to the beginning statement. " I need a vacation"! Its a good thing I am getting one in a couple weeks! Maybe looking out onto the beautiful ocean will help me figure it out? It's one of those questions that must be answered. (at least in my mind) Was his point to drive me crazy trying to figure it out? If so, he succeeded! Job well done, Pastor Tom! Sure glad I am going on Vacation soon....

5 comments:

Jennifer said...

Yes, a vacation is in order. Clear your head and view the wonder of God's ocean. as always it all will work out...just maybe not how you think... :)

Tammy said...

U obviously did not even bother to actually read my blog! All I have to say is LAME!!!Your ending sucked and was very "stupid" Lame, lame and more lame!!! I dont need to be told it will all work out as that was not the point of the post you re taaaard!

Anonymous said...

dear tammy, i just read your most recent little blog thingy. and here is my.... feedback.... slash opinion.... number 1, give up trying to control anything, the more you try to control, the more frustrated you will be because nothing will ever go exactly the way any one ever wants it to. number 2, psh you couldnt even control me n danny. and ... See Morefinally number 3.... 97% of the things spoken or preached during any form of organized religious event will either confuse annoy or piss the fuck off most of the people in attendance. usually because its pretty irrelavent or out of context crap. so if you know what you believe and why you believe it, and you do your damndest to live it, why let a question that you didnt have till someone else put it in your mind stress you out.

PS.... faith and a personal relationship with god is what christianity is about and they are all that matter. organized religion is so corrupt that it causes more stress then it cures and drives away more people then it helps.

pps,. i have a feeling your going to yell at me about this so i apologize in advance, im sorry i gave my honest opinion when it was not asked for. i promise it will never happen again......

Tammy said...

Wes darling... 1)I learned and I gave up trying to have trying control of anything way back when I was dealing with the combo of U and Danny 2) obviously u have issues with our church? (hehe very obviously, u sound like pooky) although he really likes P.T) yr ending on that was very thought provoking (although "preachy" hehe) I believe P.T'S ...

Tammy said...

Oh, uh I KNOW I am pretty!!!!!!!!!!! PS I LOVE YOU WES!!!